May 02, 2009
it has been seven months since i have last penned.. and you have given me the motivation to do it again.. it has never felt so close to heart ever.. we were browsing through the shop and the idea slowly developed.. it wasnt purposeful but it took form somehow.. from the options of having a mini pc or a laptop to a cordless phone system.. a tv.. '..alright, we shall have a cordless phone system with 2 handsets and a 37 inch tv...' you concluded. i held my tongue and attempted to conceal any traces of agreement. by now, you could have very well guessed that i wasnt going to be successful in any way.. i beamed, of course, but shugged off the idea with some passing remarks that i cannot remember. it was very random.. but i was moved.. and captivated by your words. you have created something tangible out of an idea that seemed so distant and foreign. perhaps it hasnt cross my mind as to when it can and will possibly happen.. until our recent f. assessment, the little episodes that happened.. and this simple weekend 'getaway'. while i may have previously imagined overseas holidays to top the charts, this is the best weekend i ever had.. the simplest weekend.. the simplest joy.. my best present ever.. thank you so much =) Posted by dew at
October 12, 2008
i thought i should say it beforehand if i could see a future in it.. but i was wrong. lives are lived in many ways.. ..many ways. we dont get many things done in our way.. and they dont have to be. accept it and we will feel happier.. a lot happier. or perhaps, we can lower our expectations, have fewer of them.. have none? anything that comes beyond the mark may taste sweeter. Posted by dew at
June 18, 2008
sometimes, i really wonder if i have made the right decision..if i had made the decision in a haste.. if i had taken it too lightly. if it had been a bad decision, what should i do. torn i am. is it true that 'there is also something to learn from everything'? as an onlooker, i might be nodding my head profusely.. explaining the 'law of things' perhaps. but at this moment, i am confused.. what am i supposed to do? the pros and cons of every situation.. do you see any light at the end of the tunnel? how do you define light? with different choices, we take different path. would it be difficult to turn back and change direction after that? would i really be the frog in the pot that gradually get used to the rising temperature? is it true that i would necessarily be one? what do i really want to get out of it? can i get to my destination with this? i need to talk. and i am thinking real hard. i am trying to. Posted by dew at
June 16, 2008
sigh. let it be good. Posted by dew at
June 02, 2008
i really should..received a call this morning that should have made me smile for weeks. it was what i have been waiting for and i finally got it. all these search will come to an end. a new beginning. yes, girl. smile!! Posted by dew at
May 07, 2008
sleep, wake up and try again. Posted by dew at
May 06, 2008
why do they look so freaking alien to me i told myself that i wouldnt take mods like that again. why did i do it?!!?!?!! i am so tired. Posted by dew at |
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